so after a stressful & sleepless week, it's finally Friday. & it feels amazing! i got my grant proposal in, i added another layer of dye in my hair & touched up the other ones, i'm hopefully finding out if i got this internship today, & i'm hanging out w/ one of my favorite people tonight (:
i do kinda wish i was going to AA tonight, but i really don't want to spend anymore money until i actually have income. i'm tired of relying on my parents for money.
buttttt i'm stoked for this weekend, it's looking like a good time (:
Friday, March 26, 2010
Tuesday, March 16, 2010
About this whole pharmacy thing...
i'm having major doubts right now. a lot of my friends, people i've worked w/, and casual acquaintances all say that i'm smart enough, that i can pull through, & all of that stuff. but i'm not passionate about the sciences. don't get me wrong, i don't hate it & i do find it somewhat interesting but it doesn't hold my attention for very long. i'm not sure if i can force my way through grad school & if i do, i'm scared that one day i'm going to wake up & realize that i completely wasted these years while i could have grown balls & done something that i would be a thousand times better at.
in a nut shell: i don't think i can do it. but that leaves me at this point in life where i'm fucked bc i have no idea what i want to do instead other than involving more (meaningful) interactions w/ patients/consumers/clients & something less science oriented
in a nut shell: i don't think i can do it. but that leaves me at this point in life where i'm fucked bc i have no idea what i want to do instead other than involving more (meaningful) interactions w/ patients/consumers/clients & something less science oriented
Saturday, March 13, 2010
Spring break!
thank god sb's finally here, it's such an amazing feeling to have time for myself. these past few weeks have been rough so i'm perfectly fine just messing around being semi productive, spending an obnoxious amount of time playing the piano, & having a ton of fun.
mexicantown on thursday was fun as was the gathering (considering it wasn't a party?) after, i'm so lucky to be living by a bunch of cool kids
last night i ended up going out w/ Vanya & Bianca to a club on woodward where we met up w/ Lance & Andrei. i had a lot more fun than i expected to have, it was a really nice change of pace from the other clubs i've been to (okay that means Necto). but i mean it was really cool how the atmosphere was completely different, there was no dress code, & no one cared how you danced. Andrei tried to set me up w/ this asian guy (hahah) who was a crazy dancer & it was really fun until we left two min later for royal oak. meeting & making new friends = good times
tonight it sounds like i have a choice between a movie marathon or an "insane party". even better, both? sounds good to me!
loving life (:
oh btw, i made a formspring about a week ago (http://www.formspring.me/jochengspants) so feel free to ask me questions bc it's a fun procrastination thing (:
so i'm probably fooling myself into thinking that others actually read this, but i don't mind
mexicantown on thursday was fun as was the gathering (considering it wasn't a party?) after, i'm so lucky to be living by a bunch of cool kids
last night i ended up going out w/ Vanya & Bianca to a club on woodward where we met up w/ Lance & Andrei. i had a lot more fun than i expected to have, it was a really nice change of pace from the other clubs i've been to (okay that means Necto). but i mean it was really cool how the atmosphere was completely different, there was no dress code, & no one cared how you danced. Andrei tried to set me up w/ this asian guy (hahah) who was a crazy dancer & it was really fun until we left two min later for royal oak. meeting & making new friends = good times
tonight it sounds like i have a choice between a movie marathon or an "insane party". even better, both? sounds good to me!
loving life (:
oh btw, i made a formspring about a week ago (http://www.formspring.me/jochengspants) so feel free to ask me questions bc it's a fun procrastination thing (:
so i'm probably fooling myself into thinking that others actually read this, but i don't mind
Wednesday, March 10, 2010
what a day...
today started out pretty great by waking up at noon on accident in my friend's apartment where i didn't even mean to fall asleep in (AKA i was date raped. no jk.) & then i realized that my best friend was already in Detroit so i pretty much ran back to my place to shower. On the way, i ran into one of my (currently) favorite people (persons?), then went to Slows BBQ (YUM), took a few pictures of graffiti in Corktown, & went to Belle Isle. I had a ton of fun walking around, climbing a statue & fountain, & taking goofy pictures w/ Vanya & Hanna.
& then i promptly lost my phone. which i realized on the car ride back to wayne & to my physics lab "quiz" (which is actually worth six lab reports) so we couldn't turn around since we were already late. so it's vanished, Belle Isle police have been notified but as of now it's a goner. i think this is the shortest time i've owned a new fancy piece of technology of about a month, fail.
on top of that, i apparently did terrible on my physics exam. which really worries me bc if i can't get these simple concepts, i'm not sure how i'm going to do in pharm school. but i guess that's something i'll find out w/ life, right?
all in all, i had a pretty decent day. i'm really touched (& a bit surprised) by how much some people care about me because i never expected the extent of compassion (for lack of a better word, it's late & i'm somewhat sleepy) that i felt from them.
i guess i had to broadcast this to the world in order to finish my english paper and study physics
read: spring break can't come faster.
& then i promptly lost my phone. which i realized on the car ride back to wayne & to my physics lab "quiz" (which is actually worth six lab reports) so we couldn't turn around since we were already late. so it's vanished, Belle Isle police have been notified but as of now it's a goner. i think this is the shortest time i've owned a new fancy piece of technology of about a month, fail.
on top of that, i apparently did terrible on my physics exam. which really worries me bc if i can't get these simple concepts, i'm not sure how i'm going to do in pharm school. but i guess that's something i'll find out w/ life, right?
all in all, i had a pretty decent day. i'm really touched (& a bit surprised) by how much some people care about me because i never expected the extent of compassion (for lack of a better word, it's late & i'm somewhat sleepy) that i felt from them.
i guess i had to broadcast this to the world in order to finish my english paper and study physics
read: spring break can't come faster.
Saturday, March 6, 2010
the start of a new blog
so i decided while putting off human physio that i want to place to write all my thoughts down again. but not in my older blog bc it's full of embarrassing high school ongoings, but i love keeping it, i think it's cool to look back on the times & see what i was thinking when (which i'll probably look back on this later & think i'm super lame)
cue this bad boy. i'm looking forward to it!
& i can't wait to go running today, it's going to feel great to be outside & healthy again w/o the frostbite
cue this bad boy. i'm looking forward to it!
& i can't wait to go running today, it's going to feel great to be outside & healthy again w/o the frostbite
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