more thoughts

i'm kinda liking the thoughts over the last week, so here's a continuation:
well okay, before that, slight disclaimer-i did a lot of thinking this week, so this is a pretty substantial list

1) my mom's cooking is so weird sometimes, but always so good.
2) as much as Danielle, Rach, & I have joked about seeing President Obama speak at UMich's commencement, i actually might get a chance to go
3) Michigan weather is all kinds of schizophrenic
4) if i was religious, i'd be praying so hard to do well on the physics & physio exam
5) THANK GOD MY EXAMS ARE OVER
6) it's fact, i do smell.
7) i had the weirdest lunch-tortilla chips & lime, ice cream, & a whole carton of blueberries (YUM)
8) i HATE how my laptop won't work w/ clean access anymore...AKA no internet in the dorms. even though i've rebooted my laptop/reloaded clean access 48329408 times in total. so frustrating.
9) the humidity is killing me, i'm going to sweat to death
10) actually, i don't mind that i don't get internet at the dorms. i'm a lot more productive
11) i love that my mom bought me a brick of soy milk





yes, it's HUGE. & that's not what she said!





12) hahahahahah i feel so violated yet so accomplished that my first lap dance was by a complete stranger in the cafeteria at dinner. love wayne.
13) last hps seminar ever! yes!
14) WHY are we talking about different religions in hps? i know absolutely nothing about religion & no offense, i don't really care that much. (my theory: once you die, you're dead. i feel that people fall to religion so much to explain things they don't quite understand like suffering & how unfair life can be. & w/ that they use it to comfort themselves that whatever injustice in their physical life will be vindicated in the eternal afterlife. at some point in the vast majority's life, i feel like some one does something noteworthy to be considered a good person. or it's more of a just in case.) not to sound like a hippie & to end this mini rant, i believe in the goodness of people & sincere love. though life has started to prove me more & more wrong on this theory, i still believe that people will always do at least one redeemable act in their life.
15) the ending of Middlesex was somewhat lame
16) girls can be such dumb bitches, me included (at least i can admit it)
17) our living room smells like shit again. surprise surprise.
18) "material wealth cannot buy you happiness"
19) Circa w/ Brendon, Caitlin, & Rachel was so much fun, i've been missing out on other great opportunities to hang out w/ them
20) this semester is turning out to be sooo much better than i thought it would a few weeks ago! an A- on my physics exam, which pretty much locks in my A for the sem (HUGE relief), & a B on the human physio exam! hey, i'm proud of it, that class is for sure challenging. mayyybe i can even make the Dean's List again for more bragging rights to my fam?
21) i need to do more stairs & running in general
22) i either second guess myself too much, or am not able to fully grasp the bigger picture
23) play more tennis. my goal is to beat Jeff in a set, should be doable by the end of the year if i work hard i think
24) excited for this weekend! should be an amazing one, yet terrible for productivity. oh well.
25) ultimate = for the win! except i fail, but it's so much fun regardless (:
26) need different music, so tired of mine
27) impatientimpatientimpatient.
28) love that i'm finally being asked when i'm available for training a month & a half after i was hired. oh wsu, why am i not surprised?
29) so fortunate for my roommates, what an amazing learning experience it's been
30) i need to work on productivity in a major way
31) negative nancy's are such mood killers.
32) maybe i shouldn't skip physics...oh whatever
33) i need a hug
34) drama is stupid, if you can't deal w/ people you don't need to be snarky bitches about everything
35) you have no idea what is going in my life or what it's like so stop pretending like you have me figured out. you don't.
36) can't wait to see Vanya soon
37) stoked for the dance party tonight!
38) super thankful for Zach
39) nervous
40) i hope my Grandma will be okay...but at the same time, i think it's time for her to go
41) blackout wtf?
42) i liked going to Woodbridge (:
43) dance party win!
44) i'll be honest...i didn't like The Room
45) it's gorgeous outside, i think a run is in order for later today
46) i gotta get these papers done.

though it's only sunday afternoon, i think this is more than enough writing for one blog...especially since it's all about what i've been thinking about this last week. how narcissistic.