Chilling in Traffic

I'm losing it- that took a few minutes, fail.

Aanyways, my dad's birthday is this weekend. I'm a bummed that I'm not going to see Vanya but I'm still excited to be home & celebrating another year w/ my dad around (:

Besides, it makes this no-more-partying thing a lot easier. Yes, I'm swearing off partying. As much as I enjoy going out, meeting people, & having fun, it's not worth risking something/some one that I value a whole lot more. So, I'm going to end up being the new bum/hermit but that doesn't make a huge difference since I'm still not old enough to go out w/ everyone anyways. Whatever, there are a bunch of other things that I like to do which I'll have more time for & really, it's for the better. I really think it is, not in a 'trying to convince/justify this to myself' way.

Though then again, the fact that I wrote more about not partying more than anything else indicates that maybe I am trying to justify this to myself (because honestly, though I know there's a few of you that read this, I'm not writing this as a 'newsfeed' about my life for others to read though that's kind of a side thing since I've always liked feedback on my ramblings)

Hmm...