26 hours up and counting...surprisingly I don't feel exhausted though I'm sure it's coming. How ironic it is that I'm staying up late studying for neuro & how a few lectures talk about the importance of rest, sleep hygiene, the manifestations of not sleeping, & what kinds of headaches you can get from lack of sleep. Nothing like experiencing first hand right?
Except for lack-of-sleep migraines, I'm pretty sure I'll pass on one of those.
I've found that I have a funny concept of time. I always like to plan things out so I can leave at the last possible minute to get from point A to B. If you know me, things almost always happen where I'm inevitably a few minutes late (even when I take factors like not being able to find my keys into account, go figure). Every second counts, especially when you're on your way to work & I try to squeeze every second out of it. With this mentality you'd think that I see a year as a long time w/ lots of opportunities. Wrong. I see a year as being short, a blink of an eye compared to the decades that most of us live. I see an hour as a tiny blip in time. However, a lot can happen in a second, especially when you allow one second to turn into another, because hey, what's an extra second going to do? Pretty soon, you've wasted an hour. The clock keeps moving. And I keep putting off outlining - the second to last barrier before I'll let myself sleep. Tick. Tick. Tick. How funny it is that I've spent my entire life telling myself that I need to seize opportunities and make the best of my time yet I also tell myself I have so much time...and I end up in situations like this. Where I have diarrhea of the mouth. Just kidding, but the whole procrastination bit. Gotta kick up the productiveness a little.
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